Looking at the time... its 7.50. Nothing special though. But theres tis unsettled feeling inside me right now. Its tat kind of topsy-turvy which keeps on revolving, thus urging me to do my rant out here.
A letter was sent frm TP few days back. Well, its abt the aerospace thingy n its addressed to my parents. Surprisingly, tis unimpt piece of letter is the source of my emo-ness. Ok, i dont mean to brag here, still, the fact tat tis course is something tat so many others dreamt of, is an undenialble truth. Thanks to my luck tat im being chosen, the least i would say.
But wat good is it, when u dont get tat kind of appraisal or pat on back which u deserved??? Tat letter had been left on the table for god damn days, but ironically, its just turn out to a paper for rough uses. Lolx. I dun even noe whether i shld be laughin or cryin.... The value of tis info is even nth compared to those monthly-sent frm singtel.... wat a shame... haha.....
Maybe ive been watching too much drama. i dont noe. But since young, tat jealousy is so strong whenever i saw other kids being praised for things tat they have done well. To me, the kind of appraisal dun have to be a gift or even monetary wise. Just something as simple as "Well done, my boy" or things like tat would have really really melt my heart.
Maybe u'll say : u can share tis piece of news with ur frens ma. Okay, true enough. But u noe, the joy just cant be compared to those with ur family ( i guess so, cos i've nvr felt tat b4). Unsurprisingly, i've nvr felt regretful or pitiful cos i noe these things have been destined le ba. So, whenver i feel unfair or unregconized, i always imagine tat someday, i will shine! haha... Ya... someday.. Though i dun really noe when, but, it will!!! Im sure.
Anw, theres something i wanna let anyone tats reading tis blog to noe. The aim of my blog just a place for me to pour out the rage in me, not to gain the sympathy of anybody. The reason im not sharing it during meet-outs is i dun bear to let my own fucking problems spoil the mood of everyone.
i love you,,
1:02 PM
Recieved a call ytd! And guess wat? Its the modelling agency tat approached me abt 3 weeks ago n they wan me go for the interview today Hahaha!
Recalling tat scene was a real comedy lah! Was rushing to my work place cos im damn late already. And with tat pace im walking, i really couldnt notice who's around me or watsoever.. And then.... there's someone who caught me by my hand n when i turned around.... Wow!! Tis sweet looking lady was trying to approach me with her (er hmm,) atrocious english =( .... Being mesmerised by her looks, seriously, i wasnt really listening to watever shit she has to say. But still, i managed to hear tat she's frm tis modelling company "Create Talents", saying i've gt the potential.. blah blah blah....
For tat moment, i tot... " wow, i've gt the looks", but come to the tink of it, she just wants some bloody fools to go for the portfolio shootout n pay tat few hundred bucks n her commision-based will just go boom boom boom!! Im not tat kind of fool~ hahaha! Anw, i still gave her my contacts... u noe, man just cant resist the charms of the beauty. hehe =)
i love you,,
1:02 PM
Time to do some spring cleaning!!! Since theres tis person who says its collecting dust here..... shit~ hahahah
Alrite, 1st thing to address...
I love this ppl!!! Gonna mizz u guys so so sooooo much~~~
Part 2,
All the best to Heng n Anson!! Take care guys! =) Go Diver goooooo~ hahaha
Finale,
Gpa dropped!!!! Muahahaha! 3.72 to 3.68
Networking Fundamentals A
Integrated Circuit Applications B+
Engineering Mathematics 3 A
Microcontroller Technology B
Telecommunication Principles A
Leadership & Character B
Off to get my lappie fixed!!! Ciaoz!
5:41 PM
