I'm so happy!!! why? Because i'm in the top 25 percent of ite graduates. Guess what? An extra
400 bucks for me to spend!!! Yeahz~~~ I never thought i could have it because im studying in poly already. But since the government is sooo generous, its hard to turn them down noe.... Hahahah! I wonder if the rest of ite classmates also have it. Anyway, i miss you guyz =)
Just recieve a msg from Heng, saying that recently theres another accident at
devils bend and theres 2 dead n 2 injured. Its just about the same case as mine. Same place, same amount of passengers and i guess its gonna be the same spot too. Haiz... regretted that im so hot-headed at that point of time. Trying to pull of stunts. I admit, in my mind, the only thing is the catch up with the car in front without realising that im carrying another 3 frens and its only the second time i've driven past there....
To anybody who might come across this blog, please DON'T go so fast at the sharpest bend there. Its really much more sharper than you might expect. DON'T ever think you are living in Need For Speed Underground, because theres no restart option in real life..... remember~
I'm trying my best to look forward in my life
i love you,,
10:02 PM
Life's really damn unexpected. Its just too sudden for me accept the fact that guan rui's dad parted this world yesterday. When i recieved the news, my heart really dropped. I cant imagine that person whom i saw a few days ago, sitting at the coffeeshop and watching tv, is just gone like that. That kind of feeling is really indescribable. I think most of us must have felt this too.
Whenever a friend's relative pass away, i can always recall the day that my dearest grandmother left this world. Because it happen on last day of my o level paper and its also the first time i really cried. She's really the one who treated me so well when she was alive. She would bias towards me, and my angbao during the new year is definitely the biggest amoung all my cousins. But its a sad thing that such a wonderful person left this world, in the hospital.... in pain. And how can i ever forget the drama which my uncles and aunties starred in during the wake. Fighting over the tiny-winy bit of money that she left behind?!?! WTF. You people are her very own sons and daughters sia. Is that how the elders should behave in front of all the nephews n nieces? I guess my grandmother's tears must have flooded her coffin. Her mind must be thinking that she shouldn't even leave the money for us ba. I just cant hold my inevitable tears during the rituals and even before the lifting of the coffin. Every word or song which the toaists sung, its just so heart piercing and my heart is throbbing with pain. Once again, my tears rolled down. This story sounds dramatic?? Its true damn fucking true man~ Even i also cant believe it.....
Btw, o level results out today. Overheard that Rai's bf didn't do quite well. Hmmm, wat i can say is dun worry man! Theres always a second chance. I fail my o levels too n i didn't even go for a retake. Maybe ITE is not a bad choice after all. I made my way from there too! So, to all ppl who didn't do well, dun despair dude!! =)
Out to guan's dad wake-
i love you,,
7:49 PM
This post here is dedicated to our dear bro Guan Rui. I know your dad is in the hospital right now, but for anything that comes better or worse, just dun too worry okie. Worrying too much at this point of time really won't bring us anywhere, so lets just pray hard that he will get better=)
If you need someone to talk to, just feel free to call me. I might not be a good talker but i guess im quite a good listener ba. Letting it out is always better then keeping it inside.
To all frens out there, if theres anything thats really bothering you, just dun keep it to urself. Share it with ur close friends, call them up or just leave them a msg, because i believe they are always the best listeners.
Life's like a box of chocolate (the assorted flavours wan). Because the next one you pick might be a nice nutty wan or might be a fruity wan which sux big time!
Out to study my com prog quiz-
i love you,,
9:33 PM
Im getting fatter n fatter! Just realised that i actually spent an average of 2 hours going out for supper! Oopx. But i doubt im going to cut down on these.. hehe.
Felt so relaxed after knowing my computer programming is already done =) Magical!!!! Wahahaha!! Its gonna be a "Ctrl c and Ctrl v" session for me liao. So, many thanx to Miss Wu Qian~ And, it means i have extra time to satisfy my recent crave for
Cocktails!!! YeaH~~~
pm me if you also have the crave. St 11 bros n A715 ppl are most welcomed. Especially girls =) Lolx
Show me tha moneyOut-
i love you,,
6:28 PM
Psps lesson was definitely fun again yesterday, always full of noise and laughter!!! Owe it to our Mr BJ~ even our lecturer also suan him till jialat jialat Lolx. The lesson was so fun until the part when we were asked "What is important n urgent in life?". The answer were supposed to be family n studies, instead of cars, girls etc. Sad to say, i couldn't agree to the part that "family do things for you... ... blah blah blah." and i guess u ppl know why ba. Once again, the
fucked up-shit-emo-feeling appeared on my face. Im not sure if any of my classmates saw that (shame shame).
Up to this point, you might ask me "Dont think abt wat they do for u, think abt wat u do for them." But hw many of u noe that my status in this family is as lowly as a maid. Everything little thing that i want, have to be earned by doing shit chores n run errands for them. The most used dialogue by them is "Do this thing for me 1st, come back den say" WTF.
And hw many of u actually know that i dont even have a room to myself (except for chung fatt) I still can remember hw surprised he looked when he learned abt it today.
Oh ya, btw,
i sleep in the living room =) I guess u ppl must have envy me for having such a
"Big room" to myself haha. Sorry for being sacarstic.
Runaway Love. Hell is a place called home.
i love you,,
6:08 PM
Dfund 2 result's back. Only 37/50, comparing with last semester's result, its really a big drop. Dont tink i can get good results in this sem ba. Looks like my chances of getting into Aerospace Electronics is getting slimmer le. Maybe i should be contented for getting this far.
Really wanted to thank my ITE teachers for not giving up on us. Its just like how the Antonio Banderas in "
Take the Lead" does. He changed the lifes of those society scums, and help them get back on their feet. Maybe ite should consider showing this movie to the students ba, its really inspiring! and of course, the songs n dances are nice too!!
Sasha is Gorgeous~~~~ hehehe
i love you,,
11:21 PM
Thanks to ST 11 bros n many others! Really had alot of fun last week... and especially on sunday!!! I cant believe that we went out from
9pm to 7am even though our lessons are going to start at 9am. This is our program for that day :
dinner at bedok 511 - bowling at safra - rochor "dao huay" at geylang - pool session at katong - supper at ecp mac - loyang tua pek kong. Definitely fun!!!
I asked for a lot but somehow i cant get an answer. Maybe tua pek kong dun want me to decide so soon ba.
And to Bing wang n Hong you, although u all are having problems ur gfs right now, but i hope everything will turn out fine for both of u. Because i know u guys are ppl who will cherish relationships de =)
Term test results are back ytd. Edevice - 49/50. Emaths 2 - 71/100.
Finally, its 2008 ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you,,
6:52 PM
