Why that sudden change of attitude in you? Especially when its towards me...
i love you,,
8:48 PM
Felt rather ironic after reading Heng's recent post, making wanna laugh at my own foolishness
Sometimes i really ponder, why do i have to put my trust in a person who dun even derserve it? Lest expecting him to trust me.
Seriously, i've met some real bastards throughout my life... but nothing beats the ache in my heart when this betrayal comes from whom you thought is your
mutual friend... Yet, what is the definition of betrayal to you ppl? Give urself some time to tink abt it. Is it monetary wise? Or did he arrow u?
Being an adult (or maybe u don't consider urself as one), u actually realized that not all things need to be done verbally. Fair enough, maybe u dont have that kind of mutual trust in me, but that doesn't give u the right to use my deepest secret as a tool for the flirtarious u! maybe u didn't realize, maybe this... maybe that.
Everytime i see u doing this, i just couldn't bring myself to utter another word. Not another word... That kind of embarrasment is really hard enough to knock me out in just one blow. Just imagine i'm doing the same thing to u... i guess u might already have treated me to a fist.
Deep down inside, both of us know that i'm not ur par in any terms. So, i don't know why u have to adopt this kind of underhand tricks. I really don't know.... maybe,maybe,maybe. maybe u feel threatened when i stay too close to ur flirting target, maybe u don't feel this way or maybe i do. Just a piece from my mind,
given ur terms, u really don't have to feel this way.The trust is gone. The borders between our friendship will just be another forever growing gap. It can't be mended. I'm sorry. I hope u are too...
And i just hoped that u would notice how i feel, or rather, just pay some attention to ur own actions ba.
Oh
ya, i do have my confidants, my mutual buddies. So, i guess what i lack of.... is just a
soulmate
i love you,,
8:52 PM
bday!! overdue.....
caramel machhiato? new love? HAHA
Who's that girl~~~ lalalalala~~~
*interrogated & motivated*
i love you,,
10:52 AM
